Alexis SC430
04-02-2005, 10:35 PM
Well, the Pope is dead.
Being that I am technically Catholic (I was raised that way and baptised and confirmed and everything) I am feeling pretty bad about the fact that I don't really feel all that bad.
I mean, I saw the footage of thousands of people gathered in Vatican City and Poland and New York all mourning his death, but for some reason I don't really feel all that bad about it.
And that is HORRIBLE!
I am certain now (beyond a shadow of a doubt) that I am indeed a horrible, godawful, souless, BITCH who is definitely going to HELL when she dies. The thing is that I didn't even really believe in hell before his death for some reason now I actually feel that it must exist and that I am going to go there -- and that is kind of scary.
Worst of all the lingering fear I've had of what a bad person I really am has been confirmed since I literally felt NOTHING when I heard of his death.
When did I become so jaded and heartless?
Being that I am technically Catholic (I was raised that way and baptised and confirmed and everything) I am feeling pretty bad about the fact that I don't really feel all that bad.
I mean, I saw the footage of thousands of people gathered in Vatican City and Poland and New York all mourning his death, but for some reason I don't really feel all that bad about it.
And that is HORRIBLE!
I am certain now (beyond a shadow of a doubt) that I am indeed a horrible, godawful, souless, BITCH who is definitely going to HELL when she dies. The thing is that I didn't even really believe in hell before his death for some reason now I actually feel that it must exist and that I am going to go there -- and that is kind of scary.
Worst of all the lingering fear I've had of what a bad person I really am has been confirmed since I literally felt NOTHING when I heard of his death.
When did I become so jaded and heartless?