Grimmy
02-10-2003, 08:08 AM
Like the title says, and I have them. Very few of you know about them, I talked to you about them on msn messenger. But I truely don't know how much longer I can take it. I really don't. I have opened up to those people that I have talked to on msn messenger, and I truely speak from the heart on that ****.
But over the past few weeks of the happenings on here, on the servers, the server status, and all the things associated with the online life, I feel that is it just best that I cool it for a while. I don't know how hard this is to come out and say this, but it is true. I need a rest. Things have happened in the recent past, things that are never for me forgotten. Some things where done out of pure revenge and "venting", but doing so, has made the disbelief of who I am. For that I appoligize.
I know most of you. In one way or another I have talked to you. But there are only few, selected people that I have gotten to know beyond that. From those happenings, I have been grateful, and I should. But for the rest, I see no other choice, in me taking a vacation. In this, there are multiple options. I could return as a bad ass as some may see and to help out and make this a happy land as I think it should be, for one and for all! Not for the love of sam, but as Sal once put it and it always stuck in my mind, for the love of the games! Which it should be! Games rule, they always have been. I have seen way too much stuff happen over the past month, and well, to some they don't know what I go through, but to others they do. It is just way too much for me to deal with at the present time. For that, I need a break, to regather thoughts and everything, to make sure that this is the right path for me that I choose to take.
I don't know how else to express how hard this is for me. If I could, I would have rather told you this on a chat, like msn or yahoo, or AIM, or whatever. But something that was apart of me, has been ripped from my hands, and I have no other choice, but to resign as for now. I wish that I could express it from the heart, of how I feel, but text only goes so far with out immediate feedback, so I guess this will have to do. I care about each and ever one of you, in my deepest thoughts. I guess I just don't know how to cope with some issues that I have right now. I will just have to find a way.
With that, I leave you in deepest respect for you all. I wish the best for everyone, here, there, everwhere! I am in a slump, and have to get out, and well honestly I don't know what to do. I wish that you could see me now, and see how much this hurts to say, but I have no one else to tell it too.
Your friend, online gamer, fragger, ect.
Eric B.
aka Grimmy
But over the past few weeks of the happenings on here, on the servers, the server status, and all the things associated with the online life, I feel that is it just best that I cool it for a while. I don't know how hard this is to come out and say this, but it is true. I need a rest. Things have happened in the recent past, things that are never for me forgotten. Some things where done out of pure revenge and "venting", but doing so, has made the disbelief of who I am. For that I appoligize.
I know most of you. In one way or another I have talked to you. But there are only few, selected people that I have gotten to know beyond that. From those happenings, I have been grateful, and I should. But for the rest, I see no other choice, in me taking a vacation. In this, there are multiple options. I could return as a bad ass as some may see and to help out and make this a happy land as I think it should be, for one and for all! Not for the love of sam, but as Sal once put it and it always stuck in my mind, for the love of the games! Which it should be! Games rule, they always have been. I have seen way too much stuff happen over the past month, and well, to some they don't know what I go through, but to others they do. It is just way too much for me to deal with at the present time. For that, I need a break, to regather thoughts and everything, to make sure that this is the right path for me that I choose to take.
I don't know how else to express how hard this is for me. If I could, I would have rather told you this on a chat, like msn or yahoo, or AIM, or whatever. But something that was apart of me, has been ripped from my hands, and I have no other choice, but to resign as for now. I wish that I could express it from the heart, of how I feel, but text only goes so far with out immediate feedback, so I guess this will have to do. I care about each and ever one of you, in my deepest thoughts. I guess I just don't know how to cope with some issues that I have right now. I will just have to find a way.
With that, I leave you in deepest respect for you all. I wish the best for everyone, here, there, everwhere! I am in a slump, and have to get out, and well honestly I don't know what to do. I wish that you could see me now, and see how much this hurts to say, but I have no one else to tell it too.
Your friend, online gamer, fragger, ect.
Eric B.
aka Grimmy